My mom has always been a beautiful woman, and then I suddenly had to face the death of her..I wonder what my journey would be without her ?
Mom’s dying was a new world for me, but I knew dying is only the beginning of our life
Sharing my experience of all the deaths that have surrounded me has changed me – in ways I could not have imagined. I don’t take life for granted, I live my life to the fullest, it makes me aware of the value of each day. Looking back over my mother life working at the family grocery store makes me realize how she made me a strong, independent woman. And while my heart aches and my eyes get watery I thank my mom for all the knowledge she gave me..
I have been writing about this since 1998.
Here I go again, nearly a 2 decade later, talking about my mom death.
Grief——-Would I ever just get over it?
My whole life sort of ended when my mom died.
No one has a choice to go thru grief, you just have to cry in the shower, in your pillow and Pray
My mom isn’t just someone who died. She is someone who lived. Just because my mom isn’t here physically anymore, doesn’t mean she should ever be forgotten about. Just because she isn’t sitting with me at the dinner table, doesn’t mean the stories have to stop. Just because she will never meet some of the peoplE that are now in my life, that doesn’t mean that they won’t get to know her. This day every year just plain sucks. It's a reminder of all of the pain I have been through and a confirmation of the reality that for the rest of my life, this day will mark another year that I have lived without my mom.
The day she dies you’ll start a new life.
Your new life will be motherless. It will be different than before, in the most painful and heartbreaking way.
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